After getting the rejection of my application for the master’s degree in Denmark, I started job hunting in Tokyo mainly focusing on digital marketing job. I didn’t know how I could get the proper job offer since it wasn’t the right timing for a recent undergraduate to get one. However, I’ve got five different job offers in the end and I finally made my mind about which one to accept.
There’re many priorities when choosing a job and in my case, I talked to many job agents to find an appropriate one for me. Their services were free, fast and flexible in a way that I could march with the ideal company. I do recommend everyone who’s looking for a job in Tokyo to use them. They’ll support you based on your experience and interests until you get the job that you want! Of course, I’ve sent my CV to many companies so far but I’m so sure that without the job agents, I couldn’t get this opportunity to meet with my company. It was extremely difficult to decide which job offer to take because every company had its own merits and demerits, however, the job agents even give you insights of the roles, the companies, and career path where you can go while mastering the current position since they literally know tons of companies and employees in various industries.
I’m now happy to say I’ve found my company with a good deal, which is an exciting role, nice salary, long holidays, and lots of inspiring colleagues. Also, it’s in the nice location where Shibuya is 5 min far from the office by train. To note, I would like to thank people who helped me to settle down in Tokyo without any big troubles. It’s funny that now I’m getting used to living here even though I didn’t like this chaotic city at all in my entire life. Life can be good if you’ve got nice companies with you!
Last night, I woke up from a bad, really bad dream. Have you ever felt a nightmare so real and somehow related to the reality? I couldn’t go back to sleep for an hour and it happened many times before. In all the nightmares, there’s my father in it. I was followed by him, raped, or hit. This time, I almost got hit by a pan because of my disrespectful attitude towards him. I was legitimately disgusted.
It’s been obvious that I am scared of my father in my entire life. I never really liked him or got along with him. He is violent, illiberal, strict, and Mr. I’m always right. He used to hit me in the head, kick, grab my hair and say, “I’m teaching you how to behave”.
Unacceptable. I don’t know how many times I thought to report abuse and commit suicide but I wasn’t brave enough to crush my family or hurt myself.
I’m determined not to be anywhere around him anymore for the rest of my life. It’s actually easy now to do that since he kicked me out of the house. However, I’m still struggling. Probably I should get some professional help.
Today, I’ve finished all the school stuff including my bachelor thesis and presentation. I’m genuinely glad that I could complete this five year of studying at my university where I wasn’t willing to get into.
Through the past few years, I’ve participated in many projects, academic research, and school activities to just gain some experience and utilize them somehow for my future career. However, I’m now at the point of where I have no idea where I’m going after graduating from this school. This is because I chose to continue studying my major, which is marketing, as a master’s degree in Europe. Here’s the problem comes in. Due to the different education system between Japan and Europe, there’s blank time of not knowing if I’m going to go Europe or staying in Japan.
It’s been scary. What if I wouldn’t be accepted by the school and just miss opportunities to get a job? Without being certain about your future is scary and stresses me out. Especially, considering that other students are getting ready for their new life working for companies, I can’t be sure about my decision.
I know I always wanted to have some kind of guarantee to make sure that I was not making a mistake in my life. However, I try not to think about the worst-case scenario too much. Worrying not helps me anyway.
I’ve got accepted from Global Entrepreneurship Summer School 2017, which is organized by the Social Entrepreneurship Akademie in cooperation with four major universities in Munich. There’ll be 105 students selected throughout the world and the challenge of this year is the food crisis.
I’m so glad to be back in Europe this year although after participating the program I might be going to bankrupt because of the expenses I have to spend. However, this summer school will provide accommodation, food, and transportation fees in Munich. All I need to prepare is the travel budget! One way flight costs around 600euro at cheapest and I’m thinking to visit Copenhagen first to see one business school there before coming down to Munich.
That school where I’m planning to apply for a master degree next year is Copenhagen Business School. I can’t describe how nervous I am when imagining the worse case scenario in which I would be declined to enter the school. This time will be the best opportunity for me as a non-EU student to get to know the school life there.
Hopefully, I’ll see some of my friends in Europe during my stay! This gets me so excited about going back there and there’s nothing more I could ask for since I came back to Japan. I strongly hope to get a job and live in Europe where people choose to live their own life for the sake of themselves rather than live for their work, unlike my country.
I hope this short visit will be the next step to get closer to my future plans!
“Suzume Odori” – a type of local traditional dance which is annually performed in Aoba Matsuri festival in Sendai, Japan. Today I went to see my friend marching for the festival, which I haven’t gone for ages. I’m not the person who is interested in traditions, culture staff, and festivals? no way, too crowded! It was rare for me to hang out for such a huge event in the downtown because Japanese people are always fascinated with festive moods and I’m tired of it.
Speaking of Japanese festivals, there are hundreds of festivals and events happing all year around. In Spring, people love seeing cherry blossoms drinking outside, which is called Hanami party. Cherry blossoms start blooming from the middle of March so that we can tell the coming of spring when we’ve got fully bloomed ones in own regions. We also have fireworks festivals literally every city and small towns in Summer, Imoni festivals are held everywhere in my region, which is Northern Japan, to eat local traditional soup together.
Actually, the left picture of Imoni festival is the biggest one in Yamagata prefecture having the huge pot and the diggers to mix the soup.
This time, Aoba matsuri was taken place to celebrate the 450th birth of the regional load, who was one of the most famous Daimyo during the Sengoku period. You can see what Japanese Daimyo are and how they developed → Samurai, Daimyo, Matthew Perry, and Nationalism it’s one of my favorite videos of John Green and watch from 4:55.
Anyway, what made my perfect Sunday was the free beer I’ve got! I bumped into one of my friends who was selling beer at the festival and he gave it to us. A sunny Sunday couldn’t have been better without a beer, right?
Finns and Japanese people are both said that they are shy, honest, polite… sure! They wouldn’t become friends instantly with strangers unless they are drunk. Well, there’re many differences among both which apply to other countries so I’d only like to note what I’ve found some similarities between both countries during my student life in Finland.
They are both experts at finding beauty in silence. Throughout Japanese history, artworks which are pretty much simple and aesthetic especially in a form of painting, ceramics, tea cult, flower arrangement, and gardening.
There has been the idea of being entertained in simplicity and cultivating own cultural perspectives, which is called “Wabi-Sabi” rooted from Zen Buddhism. It offers an inspiration in your life by embracing imperfection as a worldview. I actually experienced this feeling in Finland when seeing everlasting ripples on a lake. My Finnish family also loved escaping to their summer cottage in nature doing nothing rather than going out and spending money when they had time. It was absolutely amazing to just soak in the silence moments while being comfortable and fostering own senses to smell, feel, hear, and enjoy every small thing surrounding us.
We take relatively a long time to get along. Yup, we’re like onions. Those who might think of Japanese people being kind to other people, that kind of situation only happens when they see people in need on the ground of having enough time in their schedule. Two of my Japanese best friends told me before that they don’t usually open their mind to people unless spending 1 or 2 years. Similarly, it was difficult for me to become a close friend with Finnish people compared to other Europeans.
Finnish and Japanese languages have many common words. Let me explain some of them for instance. A basic one is Kissa meaning a cat in Finnish but it’s a cafe in Japanese. And if you say “mitä?” in Finnish, (means what) Japanese people will understand you said: “Did you look?” Lastly, the funniest one to me is Ahonen, which might be the most common Finnish surname, however, in Japanese “Aho” literally means stupid and “nen” can be “I am” in the southern dialect. So it actually sounds “Hey, I’m stupid” when a random Mr./Ms. Ahonen introduces to Japanese people. Additionally, both pronunciations are easy and similar to each other in terms of the structure of vowels and consonants.
So here’re some similarities about two countries I’ve found interesting most. I hope you’ve got a sneak peek into Finnish and Japanese culture even a little.
My great grandmother almost reached 100 years old, however, she’s been in serious condition since I got back from Tokyo a few days ago. Whenever I receive a message that someone died, this regret always comes to my mind.
– Why didn’t I make an effort to see her/him more often?
This time, I visited the hospital twice during her stay and I was genuinely sorry for how she was straining under the respirator. She looked so much different from how I remember about her and I tried to think back what kind of moment we’ve been through together. When I was much younger, my grandmother took me to her place several times but sadly, it’s been a long while since the last time I talked to her as I grew up. I might be such an unmemorable great-grandchild of her. Surprisingly, at the moment I got to see her in the ICU, she replied a few words. I truly hoped that she understood who I was and I could have got to know her more deeply.
What a scary feeling it is that you can do nothing anymore for someone who’s going far away.
Death is just around the corner. This is such a cliche, but there’s no guarantee someone you care about won’t die tomorrow and I felt it in my core. I’d love to tell thank you to my great-grandmother that she let me be aware of the great pleasure in my life. I have my family and friends that love me back and the future path to dream up.
This phase might sound a bit silly but I would have to say it loud for my sake. While living in Finland, everyone surrounding me repeated this all the time. Before I got to know how liberating it was to make a choice based on my feeling, objective viewpoints had controlled my behavior. I think this tendency derived from how our society has developed as closed villages, but I’m not going to talk about it this time.
Anyway, I was released from hassles for the first time by deciding things by own and saying no sometimes so as to feel comfortable with others. Being honest with myself made me conscious what truly matters in my life. However, when this comes to future careers, everyone might have wished one time how to make dreams come true while facing a gap between ideals and reality. When struggling dilemmas, we easily get discouraged from taking risks because we have to earn money to live today. How is it possible to build an ideal career by pursuing what you like?
A few days ago, I met one person who has own company launching 30 projects so far, he explained how he made his life doing what he loves. Firstly, it’s inevitable to do enough amount of works without pay as taking steps to a big scale of dreams. Through experience we get, the distance separating us and a future plan would be closer and closer. During a certain period of no payment, your engagement should be fun in terms of creativity, productivity, and happiness in your life. Trying whatever seems interesting lets us realize how to hit the next level. In fact, there’s no right or straight path to develop so that we would become capable of things that only we have done. That’s what I’ve learned from the conversation with him and that encouraged me in a way no one else could have ever done.
I was too afraid to fail, get poor, and be judged by people that my life is not successful. But I should be the one who’s confident most about own life by doing what I would love to do. Without the feeling of agreement about things I’m doing, I’ll never truly be satisfied even with large amounts of money in my bank account. Social status doesn’t shape who we really are. Focusing on what we do and how much it fulfilled our life are more important in a way to improve well-being in our life. So I started going places and events, joining small projects and meeting people outside of my comfort zone rather than just wait for a right opportunity to get a perfect job. Let’s see what I’ll get from failures and challenges because after all, do something is much better than nothing!
Since I came back to Japan, there’ve been always difficulties in eating out as a vegan. Japan was such a country of which dietary was plant-based and consists of a little amount of meat and dairy products. However, as the culture shifts to Western styles, people have become to prefer meat to vegetable more than ever.
What’s weird to be a vegan in Japan, is people always ask me if my dietary preference is based on my religious belief. Every time I get the question and I can’t always help laughing about the fact how they are biased due to the misunderstanding of other heterogeneous behaviors. Veganism has nothing to do with Halal or Islam. If I was a Muslim, why am I not wearing a hijab? I know vegans aren’t the majority anywhere in the world so that people are likely to be super skeptical about the nutritious balance of vegan dietary and the environmental impact of being vegan as an individual. However, isn’t that funny that how they get me so wrong? Well, I don’t usually counter back on them to show off the scientific references about the health and ecological effects of veganism. But for those who might have doubts about vegan, here’re some studies about the health and environmental facts.
Vegetarians and vegans have a relatively low BMI and a low plasma cholesterol concentration
Vegetarian diet is better for the planet, says Lord Stern
In Japan, there’s been a strong peer pressure to behave in the same way others do on the ground of our heterogeneousness. However, I would like to say it’s absolutely okay to be different. We never taught to be so as one of the petty traits in our society. Open-minded attitudes and respects towards different values are significant rather than flat refusals and aimless sympathies. Conversations with peers is what I absolutely love doing throughout my life. We can discover better ideas and absorb them into own routines if agreeable in order to improve own quality of life while valuing to a society. Although facing the suspicion against veganism, I’ll keep sharing my ideas to stretch out my friends’ and jerks’ perspectives.
So here’s my first post and I aim to share honest and personal experience about my student life which towards the end of the bachelor. Because of the Japanese recruitment system, I’ve recently got anxiety about my future much more than I need to be worried. It’s been relatively normal for Japanese companies to hire graduate students without particular work experience right after graduation. The system of seniority and lifetime employment have been ensured once they entered a firm. This contributed to the economic development since the post-war era and today’s low unemployment rate in our country. (which is only 3% of the population)
Then, you may wonder why the hell I’ve been scared of the future despite the privileged situation. Because it’s not about the difficulty to find a job or the economic situation. Most Japanese companies are known for its horrible working situation in which people have overtime duties without extra payment. Secondly, people and jobs overwhelmingly congregate in Tokyo where I would avoid living in terms of its density. Speaking of body health, it is crucial to mentally stay positive. I desperately know working in Japan will make me exhausted! These are the fundamental causes which have been depressing when it comes to the future career.
There is no way to avoid thinking about the future path while my student life is coming to its end pretty soon. Hence, I’d like to put out my thoughts in order to make it clear and feel better. This blog might go about random topics like my interests, hobbies, movies or songs, books or places. Yes, pretty much everything.